touch. feel. think. hear. love. fear.
relativize. rationalize. internalize.
do what you do. say what you say. change. stay the same.
here i are. there you am.
happy. sad. don't give a damn.
lost. found. homeward bound.
i'll try until i won't.
i'll care until i don't.
i say it to you now,
everything that comes together falls apart.
it doesnt take that much to break my heart.
A few nights ago I had the first opportunity in my entire life to be at my grandparents home all by myself. Nothing was off limits, nobody was going to accidentally catch me rummaging through the drawers or secretly trying on my grandma's fur coat... I can't tell you how exciting it really was. These are only a few of the photos from that night, the rest shall remain our family secrets... ;)
Writing my story in the hours of the day like sentences on the page of the week in the chapter of the month of the lesson of the year in the time of my age in the book of my life on the stage in your eyes. All the marks I make and hands I hold and pictures I take are the letters I leave in the wake drifting towards the sea of infinity only to evaporate. then particles condense straight out of the air where moments ago only nothing was there; a ripple forms in the fabric of time and a drop of precipitate makes water to wine. The currents they flow though know not whether they go and standing on a bridge between my mind's eye I watch the river of my life pass by. A dream you would say is all it could be, but what you call dream is reality to me.
no point though in discussing the terms of the matter when all thats important is what's left after the chatter.