December 16, 2010

Project Into You

this is one my favorite videos ive ever means a lot of different things to me, but the thing is just that it means a lot. what it means for what that time of my life meant. it lies very close to my heart.

please watch full screen! let load so youre not interrupted, and make sure the volume's up! feel it!

and please enjoy...<3

December 10, 2010

backwards reasoning

sometimes i resent the people i care about,
because they make me care so much
about my life, and caring so much about
my life sometimes causes me a lot of
pain and suffering. then i feel bad for
resenting them because i 'know' that
those people are what i really have going
for me. but sometimes i dont want to go.
i want to stop. but then i feel like im
letting everyone i care about down and
causing them to feel pain and suffering
which i dont want to do. sometimes i wish
i didnt have anyone to care about because
then i could just go with the flow of my own
personal existence in whichever way it might
take me and i wouldnt have to worry if
that way would upset anyone that
i care about.

December 5, 2010

Forever & For Now

The way things have happened will always be the way things have happened, but the way things are right now will never stay the same.