January 28, 2011

January 26, 2011

Spilled Soup

This is what i feel like right now, 
and im not planning on cleaning it up...

January 24, 2011

January 15, 2011


and i need to prove it to myself.

January 14, 2011

Too Much Free Time

 just havin some fun, chillin at home, me and my friends! 
you know how it goes...

January 12, 2011

Living on Purpose

My name is Alexander Weyer
and im an Actor, but im not Acting.
At least I don't think i am.

but even when Actors are Acting, their still Living, anyways...
those experiences are still a part of their Lives.
those Actions still have 'Real' consequences.
I think Acting is less Acting and more
just putting a good imagination to use.
Real living within a temporary Illusion. a daydream.

Acting can be an escape.
a way of dodging true responsibility with yourself.
a way of hiding from yourself for a while.

but then again you don't really go anywhere do you?
You're always right where you Are.
I'm always right where I Am.

I'm a lot of other things besides an Actor too.

I'm a writer, but im not writing.
writing is just something i choose to do with my time.

other times i do other things.
im still just Living. existing. Acting.
Doing. Breathing. Seeing. Hearing.
thinking. Learning. growing.
experiencing. judging. evaluating. calculating.

just like Anybody else, right? just like you. but different.

but whatever im doing or who i am, im still just living.
my name is Alexander Weyer and im not Acting, im Living.
on purpose.

January 9, 2011


...ya know what i mean?

the simple 'unfortunate' fact that i have to do things i dont necessarily want to do. things i may have no (conscious) desire to do. but still...trying to do the 'mature' thing and own up to the facts about my own existence and taking certain things into my own hands which had previously been in the hands of others.

and just having as much faith and hope as possible that there will be benefit.

January 5, 2011

January 4, 2011

When you've lost everything...

just takes a little hard work and perseverance! 
(and some hopeful faith!)