The Void and I

-dharma bums

Drawing Class

charcoal 18x24" from the good ol' risd days.

One

I Am because We Are

The Weight of the Past

I Can

My little piece of Heaven

Heaven is a place on Earth. it's a place you make, it's a state of Mind. Where Spirit meets Matter.

As a...

what does the universe, the world, the country, the state, the city, and any-body look to me as? what is my 'role' from their perspective and after i become aware of what that might be, how do i reach a conscious compromise of who i am and what im doing between myself and the universe. (whether i could really call it a compromise or not.)

Incorporate

incorporate: to embody, to combine into one body or uniform substance, to take in something as part of a whole. to allow that which is 'outside' of me, a place to be accepted 'within' me, as is. to allow that which is outside of me to mix and melt with that which is inside of me. not to allow my 'ego-self' to block out any part of what my existence entails. awareness of what is outside of me and what effect it does have on what is inside me.

What Does This Mean

i just realized i can and i think should also include other work i've been doing over the past couple of years in here as little 'breaks' in the 'pages' for entertainment and enjoyment! so i've decided i'll be uploading my videos and photography as well periodically between my 'page' entries.

i love this video because it was the second video i ever edited at risd in my 'experimental video' class, and it was just a lot of fun to make every step of the way. also i think its pretty funny...hehe. it's so great to find ways of expressing yourself that you ENJOY doing yourself!

Every Version of Myself

Friends and Bedrooms

Unique Psychological Relationship

I think ive finally found out what i want to do with this blog-thing. ive been working on this journal/book thing for a long time on my own time of my own volition with no clear cut intention other than knowing these were trains of thought and thought instances that i needed to preserve in a certain way. because i have a rather large amount of these already made and i am continuously making more as more thoughts come to me, ive decided im going to share them with you in this form. my original idea was to publish a book of these photographs of my written thoughts in my journal, maybe one day that will still happen. until then, enjoy them this way:

these images are really just thoughts to meditate and reflect on. im sharing them with you so that you can create your own relationship to these thoughts and to these pages. this one i dont think really needs any further explanation.